In Studio

Chloe Peterson-Foust Photoshoot and Interview

Today we are featuring and interviewing dancer Chloe Peterson-Foust.

Chloe and I recently did an in-studio photoshoot together. Below is some of my favorite shots from that shoot, and also a brief interview with her!

Chloe Peterson-Foust

Photoshoot + Interview

Introduce yourself

Hi! I’m Chloe Peterson-Foust and I’m a Colorado native and a semi-new Albuquerque resident. I've hopped around as a professional, contract, and guest artist in a few contemporary and ballet companies in Colorado and have performed with Festival Ballet Albuquerque for the past two years. I currently work at UNM as an academic advisor, but I also have backgrounds in clinical mental health counseling and early childhood education. I've had the pleasure to teach dance for the past 7 years and have participated as a guest artist in summer intensives as well. Outside of the studio, you can find me trying new restaurants, cooking for my friends and family, or spending time in nature.

What do you think of the current state of ballet and what do you wish would occur that would help enrich the industry?

I'm really happy to see the development of ballet and the efforts to create more diverse, inclusive, and respectful environments. I wish that the art form was more accessible to the public, both through ticket prices and classes/education, but I try to balance that with the knowledge that artists deserve to get paid appropriately and respected for the work they put in. I'm afraid our general society and dance culture is moving back towards toxic ideals surrounding body types, but I'm hoping to see continued growth in the celebration of diverse body types, race/ethic representation, and lgbtq+ storylines in the dance world. Everyone deserves to see themselves and relate to characters they see in the performing arts and everyone who wants to participate in the performing arts deserves a chance to prove themselves.

Which fictional character did you see yourself in as a child, and which fictional character do you see yourself in now?

I’m notoriously bad at making decisions, so I’m going to give a few examples. As a child, I read A LOT of books (I still do I guess) I saw myself a lot in Hermione Granger (Harry Potter), Annabeth Chase (Percy Jackson), and Peeta Mellark (The Hunger Games). As an adult, I see myself as a fun mix of Amy March (Little Women), Emily Prentiss (Criminal Minds), Nesta Archeron (ACOTAR), and Shane Hollander (Heated Rivalry).

What’s something people might be surprised to know about you? Or the question: What are 3 facts about you?

Something that people might be surprised to know about me is that I managed a kitchen at a summer camp.I cooked a lot of things, but my favorite thing to do was bake bread! I would make up to 60 loaves a day in our busy weeks!

How has your relationship with your body changed?

I’ve had a really interesting relationship with my body (as I’d say most dancers probably have). Up until middle school, I was always proud to be “bigger.” I felt like being taller/stronger/growing faster was a good thing! As I began my pre-professional training, disordered eating and body dysmorphia snuck up on me. I assumed that constantly thinking about my body was normal since I was spending so much time training and looking at it. I wasn’t aware of how bad it had gotten until I got my labrum replacement at 18. I was really faced with how much of my personal value I put into my appearance and objective thinness. I’ve done a lot of work since then to move through that, but recovery isn’t linear. I still often struggle with the difference between logic/reality and how I perceive my body. My mantra is that I’d rather be strong and capable than skinny and tired!

Timothée Chalamet’s recent comments generated a large response from dancers. What’s your take on his comments and the reaction to them?

I find Timothée’s comments disappointing and frustrating, especially with his familial connection to ballet, but I do see a point buried in his argument. Unfortunately, the arts ARE underfunded and under appreciated in the grand scheme of things. I wish he would’ve acknowledged this in a way that highlighted how sad this is. In truth, the performing arts deserve more effort, funding, and engagement but they’re often inaccessible for the average American- inaccessibility often equals eventual lack of engagement. I hope that this controversy leads to more engagement and interest in all types of art!

Coffee or tea? (And what is your favorite way to craft them?)

Tea as I’ve gotten older, coffee’s made me more and more jittery! I love a tea latte for everyday, but I appreciate an herbal tea with honey to wind down at night.

What are your thoughts on A.I? (& do you use it yourself?)

Honestly, I wish A.I. was less accessible to the general public. I can see how it could have effective uses in healthcare, data science, etc. but I feel generative A.I. is unnecessary and harmful in many ways. It has a significant impact on our potable fresh water, and we are facing significant potential consequences if we continue to use A.I. at the same rate we have been. I also think it’s killing soft and hard skills involving research, writing, and general common sense. I personally avoid A.I. at all costs and I hope more people start leaning that way as well. Our skill development and natural resources are so much more important than generating sub-par art and sometimes-accurate search results!

Do you watch streaming services/ or movies? If so, what have you watched lately that you’ve enjoyed?

Recently I just re-subscribed to Netflix only to watch the new season of Bridgerton and People We Meet on Vacation (I read the book!). Otherwise I love a classic rewatch of Bones, Criminal Minds, or Gilmore Girls.

What’s your current favorite meal?

My current favorite meal is probably a bento box with teriyaki beef, veg tempura, and a fun sushi roll!

What advice would you give to your younger self?

Try not to take everything so seriously- the only thing you can control in life is how you approach and react to things.

What advice would you give to your future self?

Let yourself live a little- you have so much more time than you ever think you do.

How are you able to find your own “voice” and what advice would you give to other artists who might be struggling to find their “voice”?

I think your voice comes from accepting who you are in the moment you’re in. I feel as if emotional maturity and regulation are the only ways to truly understand your motivations in life. The killer of creativity is expectation- your voice matters because of the impact you have on the environment around you. To expect your voice to be completely original and groundbreaking is unrealistic. Finding the ways you impact yourself and others is the real reason artistic voices matter.

You can follow Chloe on Instagram @Chloe_Peterson_Foust

Keep an eye on the Zine for future interviews and photoshoots with her.

Until next time,

-Oliver Endahl

Camryn Burke Photoshoot + Interview

Camryn Burke is a dancer, model, intellectual deep thinker, and just all around very funny, positive and entertaining person. (She confirms all of this in her interview below)

This was our first photoshoot together in a good while, and while we didn’t have too much time, only 2 hours, it was great to reconnect and create a few photos in the process.

Introduce yourself:

Hi! I’m Camryn Burke I grew up training to become a professional ballet dancer and was fortunate enough to study ballet in many different cities including New York, Washington D.C., San Francisco, and St. Petersburg Russia. Right now, I am currently a full time student studying philosophy and also work as a model and property manager. I have been living in SoCal for the past 3 years and am actually working on moving as I am writing this. I am hoping to eventually move back to New York or to Europe but of course also need to prioritize finishing my degree so I am still figuring things out.

What is it about philosophy that is compelling to you?

Philosophy interests me because you are dealing with fundamental questions that resist definitive answers. Unlike fields of study where your own success or the overall collective progress is measured by solutions that are generally more clear and objective, philosophy requires you to find comfort in uncertainty, placing meaning onto exploring possibilities rather than reaching a certain outcome. This mirrors my own “life philosophy,” if I can call it that, since I believe fulfillment comes less from reaching fixed outcomes and more from the ongoing process itself — because the process is where life actually happens.

What are some ways you feel you’ve changed as a dancer/artist/model?

I think that the most prominent way I have changed is that I have learned to be less fanatic about my pursuits. I think anyone who has done ballet or any other rigorous pursuit can attest to the demands it makes of you and who you have to become to meet those demands. This personality doesn’t always develop in ways that are beneficial to your own wellbeing. It isn’t always appropriate to sacrifice so much of yourself and be so rigid and unforgiving. I think that the laxity of the modeling industry has taught me to be a little more relaxed with myself. I dont think that this is a testament to the modeling industry probably more of age but I have also noticed a change in my perceived freedom to be more assertive with my own wants and needs and identify what those wants and needs are.

What are 3 facts about you?

I am ginger naturally, not by choice.

I have a brother who is also ginger.

In my old age, I have finally come to accept the fact that I am a ginger.

What’s your favorite way to drink coffee?

I typically only drink black coffee. I do like lattes or cappuccinos sometimes but generally here in America, anything besides black coffee tastes like poison to me.

What are your thoughts on A.I? (& do you use it yourself?)

I am really not a fan of it. However, I do use it but only for things that I wish to not think about. I think for me and for most other A.I. users to reason we justify its use is to be more efficient with our time but that still leaves the question of what we are choosing to do with our time instead. I think there is a great benefit to going through the process on your own and not using A.I as a shortcut because there is value to be found in the process. Also A.I., while an impressive innovation is still very limited and predictable in its output. As someone who appreciates art and other products of human innovation I think that A.I. and its limited creative abilities is counterproductive to those pursuits.

Do you watch streaming services/ or movies? If so, what have you watched lately that you’ve enjoyed?

I honestly have not watched any streaming services or shows for a long time. The last TV I watched was Game of Thrones over a year ago. I enjoyed that show but since then I can’t seem to find the value of placing my attention on most TV shows or movies. I think it is also a product of my busy schedule recently and I have other preferred ways of unwinding that i would chose over watching a show or movie. My roommate and I will go to the movies frequently and I enjoy it as a social outing. Despite what it sounds like I really do like movies I just am a little snob and only enjoy specific movies that I think are thought provoking to consume.

Which fictional character do you see yourself in?

I honestly have not considered this question but I often get compared to any fictional character that is ginger. I don’t know if that is a good metric for comparison though.

What’s your current favorite food?

Vanilla ice cream, it’s perfect, it’s timeless.

What’s something people might be surprised to know about you?

I’m actually really funny although there is no evidence of that here you’ll have to trust me on that.

What advice would you give to your younger self?

I would tell my younger self to have the courage to leave situations that don’t meet my needs or that cause me to be someone I don’t want to be. You will save yourself a lot of time and unnecessary pain.

How are you able to find your own “voice” and what advice would you give to other artists who might be struggling to find their “voice”?

Don’t use A.I.! I don’t know if I can give advice on this coming from a place of having found a “voice” for myself but I think that you have to self-evaluate often and look for things that you uniquely have to offer the world and also what things you notice in other people. Your evaluations of others often can provide insight into what you yourself value (or don’t value) which is important to determine when developing your own voice. Also to incorporate my own “life philosophy” once again, you want to evaluate your artistic process, what habits, rituals, etc you do in solitude that comprise the efforts that precede the visible outcome. These are the moments where your unique perspective takes hold without external influences.

You can follow Camryn on Instagram at @Camryn_Burke

And keep an eye on the Zine for more shoots with Camryn in the future.

-Oliver Endahl

Sydney Tyra in downtown LA + Mini Interview 2024

Sydney Tyra and I got together for a shoot at a studio in the downtown Los Angeles area.

Below are my favorite shots from the shoot + a mini interview with her.

Favorite Quote?

I love the quote from Little Women: “Women, they have minds, and they have souls, as well as just hearts. And they’ve got ambition, and they’ve got talent, as well as just beauty. I’m so sick of people saying that love is all a woman is fit for.”

Favorite pizza toppings???

Artichoke and cheese!

What’s your favorite movie you’ve seen this year? (It can be old or new, as long as it was new to you)

I’d have to say Challengers! Amazing actors/score/cinematography all around.

What’s your unwinding routine?

My unwinding routine includes a solo walk by the ocean with some relaxing music, a long shower, and a Disney movie in my bed with a nice candle lit. (My all time fav is probably the Lion King)

What’s your favorite part about modeling?

My favorite part of modeling is when I get into the “flow” and everything else sort of melts away. I’m able to fully be in the moment and allow myself to express whatever comes to me. It’s almost similar to the feeling I get when I dance/improv!

If you could travel anywhere, what’s at the top of your list?

The top of my list is either Mykonos or Sweden to see the Northern Lights!

You can follow Sydney on Instagram here @Sydney.Tyra and keep an eye on the Zine for more shoots with her in the future.

Till next time,

-Oliver